My heart just aches all the time. Just a little nagging reverberation. When its bad, I feel it pinching in my back, along my spine. Sometimes, it hurts to breath.

I have nothing left. And I am so scared. And sad.

I miss you. And you don't care about me at all. I am nothing. A ghost. A ghost that misses you so. much. I happened in a vacuum, though, and no one has a me shaped hole in their life.

No one else aches. Like a stone dropped into a lake, a ripple, then forgotten.

Sunk.

I just sit here on the bottom, looking up at the flawless surface. Aching.