Thursday, September 16, 2010

God I wish I could just take back my life.

Erase the last year. The last two?

Why didn't you leave me. Just leave me. Leave me leave me leave. So long ago. So long ago. So long ago. I may not have hated my existence so much then. I may have built something else in Denver. Something that wouldn't have to die with you now.

My life is over. So, hey, build a new one! They say. Better materials! Uncompromised! It sounds so simple. YOUR LIFE HAS ENDED, EVA. DEAL WITH IT. You have time to make a new one, so, pff, who cares about that shabby old thing. No one else really thought it was all that great, anyway.

I did. I care. I don't know how to build. My house has burned down.

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