We have responsibilities, as decent human beings, to each other. To all the people we interact with. We are OBLIGATED to act like responsible human beings, in order to be good ones.

Especially to those we love, to those who love us, to those with whom we are intimately linked. People whose lives we directly affect.

Responsibility.

I entrusted so much to you. You abused that responsibility. Took advantage of it. Served yourself.

May karma heal me. May you have learned your lesson. But. given the lack of consequences you have served, the way it seems that karma has turned a blind eye to your behavior, the way you already have repeated these human atrocities for so long, so many times...I have to say, I don't think you have learned a thing.

I am struggling to make my lesson one that will be productive for me.

It is the hardest thing I have ever. ever. ever had to do.