I have been stupid and awful and foolish and embarassing.
People say, "You lost him a long time ago." And I felt hurt so deep I thought I might just bleed to death. I never knew that! Why did everyone else know that! Why have I been so wrong, so stupid so blind so stupidstipidipsipdid.
He felt right here.
I hate myself so much.
No one even dignifies my pain, because it was the actions of a FOOLSISH ASHOLE!
God, when will I ever be ok. I can't even deal properly, because I am so ashamed of myself. So embarassed of my pain. what will i do.
I am so stupidstupidstupid.
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